YESSSS

FREEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMM~!!!!!!!!
i can finally relax, like fully relax

and play all the games thats been waiting for me T~T poor games!

well guise for me tee has been just a lotta suffering but sometimes it was enjoyable too, somehow. now its just time to practise my piece (lol) and maybe try get my accompanist to accompany me for graduation!

cant wait =)
(not the performing part though -.-)

first day~ hbio~

omg hbio was kinda gay =S
i could do everything but i wasn't like..100% sure for all my answers =/=/
extended ans was REALLY gay too o.O

oh well i hope i maintain my score =/

I THREW IT ON THE GROUND

xD good vid guys : check it out :p

or use this link and watch the better quality video:
http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/e4e2187156/andy-samberg-i-threw-it-on-the-ground

its andy samberg - i threw it on the ground ( the guy form lonely island )
enjoy!

results are okai.

yesh.. im kinda raging at jap and music tho

okai here we go:

esl - 86%
year end score - 83? 82? forgot.

applic - forgot
year end - 58 LOL

chem - 62.75%
year end - 68? i think

jap - BLOODY 79% ish
year end - FREGGIN 73

music - umm scabbed marks, prob 82~85% now
year end - forgot, 80ish?

hbio - 76%
year end - dont know yet

yup, RAGE.
and omfg i did not know tee is so close O_O

*panic attack*

-_-

HUH? HBIO?
FFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~~~~

gonna fail gonna fail gonna faillll >.>

chem + jap

today i felt fine. no fever.

because of that i thought i would own chem...
BUT OMG I WAS WRONG
GAHHH I ONLY HAD 10 MINS TO DO EXTENDED ANSWER
RAGE RAGE RAGE RAGEEEEEEEEE
and on top of that i didnt do around 5 other questions properly because they took too much time and i thought i should leave them for the last -_-

jap was fine, i did something stupid again which was forget to write my answer on the right question and skipped the answer for the first question and instead wrote it into the space for the second question. WTF. thats the stupidest thing i ever did in an exam, next to changing multi choice answers because i think they're trick questions.

bahhh~~

for chem i would be happy with a 60%.
but for jap i NEED/WANT an 80%... must must must >.< pl0xxx

sickkk :(

omg i think i have a fever today.. just chugged down like.. 10 pills down my throat -_-

i better feel well tmr, have chem and jap together :(
if i dont feel well = shit result :(
if that happens i'll RAGEEE

RAWRR

30/9/2009 - 2nd day of "serious" studying :P

well today i went with larry and met up with lots of people at the lib!
theree was ling, chong, hui, jasmine, martin, martins friend?, jason(short), jacky, kylie...i got the feeling i missed someone but oh wells..

i did applic and a bit of hbio revision with larry =)
it was quiet towards the end so i was glad~ its nice to know calvins lib got raided by YR 11 FOBS..i wonder if he got any study done, i think its impossible :P

well he could've told them off with:

yo yr 11 fobs, imma let you finish, but __________________was the loudest of fobs ever!!
loudest fobs ever!!!!!!

if you can fill in the blank to make it funny tell me and ill edit this :P

anyhow~ this is how i looked like today ^^






and my green frilly heels ^^~~
didnt think it looked good but meh im just going to study lulz =)

so in the end today i did about 5hrs ish study =)
*proud* ^^

OMG!! finished ONE tee!! + extras ^^

THATS RIGHT!! i've finished 1/9 of my tees LOL.
its only one little practical component but boy it feels so goood~~
now i can properly study *cough* and fully concentrate on the mocks *cough* without having to worry about the music prac =)

now now now..how did it go?

well~ if you all are wondering~
first i had to leave 1 hr and 10 mins early to go to hale school..
i know thats really early but luckily i did because it was POURING today and i was stuck in a traffic jam on the freeway for about 20 mins or so >=|, so in the end i got there only 10 mins early.

but thats okay ^^ because when i got there the lady told me we only get about 20 mins or so practise times only anyway, so i guess im glad i didnt get there too early?

also, hale is HUGGGEEEE...they've got random marble stuffs everywhere in the art department. their receptionist desk thing is also marble i think. and thats only the arts department o.o what about all the other buildings? -.-

so anyway i waited awhile and the lady brought me to the practise rooms =) with my accompanist~ then i practised with her a little bit, i expected the examiners to pick mozart and bartok so we just practised that =/

later on i got called in to the examination room =|...it wasnt too bad, i wasn't nervous or anything, which was weird.. i did my technical work first, then sight reading and then my pieces.

• technical work - was alright i expect a 10/10 at best but worst maybe 9/10 =)
• sight reading - probably a 10/10 too! but i would understand if it was a 8 or 9/10, i didnt do as well as i could've >.<
• pieces - the examiners picked bartok and bach. WTF?! WTF?! WTF!!!!! why the boring piece? omfg.. bartok started off too rough but i patched it up halfway. i expect it to be more than 10, probably 13 at best.. but bach was just SHIT. (according to me :P ) my bow just decided to be a bitch and loosened halfway AGAIN. so it was all bouncy all the way through the piece..omfg so pissed. and i screwed up one bar. -.- still expect it to be 10 or more but i wont be surprised if it was a littttleeeeee bit lower.

anyway thats about it =) no pictures of hale haha ~ think i might've looked like a freak if i took any..
i recovered tiff's precious rachmaninoff score too :P yippeeee i remembered ^^

so worst case scenario score : 9+8+10+11 = 38/50 - 76% T_T SO LOWWWW
best case scenario: 10+10(lol i wish, perfect sight reading)+11+13= 44/50 - 88% =)

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after prac exams i got mom to send me to the city ^^
i went to the lib~~ and got larry out of there~~ then went to enex 100 to check it out =)
its too small but the shops are alright - the food court is a rip but its clean so its not too bad~

we also walked into jb hifi and played a couple of free GH 5 games LOL
i totally OWNEDDDDDD extreme mode muahahahaah =D
anyway after that we went to willo lib cos ling ling ling was there =/ with aaaaaalice -.-
then we went through some chem questions together at a ridiculously slow speed - and listened to alice talk for awhile...

after that me & larry went to grab icecream and i headed home ^^
loooong but good day i guess ? ^^~

cant wait till tee is over!~

Sunday 27/09/09, DAY 1 of MOCKS studying

oh myyy its 11:31pm now :( on SUNDAYY

and i just started doing SOME SORT OF STUDY for mocks :(

and guess what, TEE MUSIC (prac) ON TUESDAY!! omg im gonna an hero :(

which means i only get 1 more day to practise..whatever i need to *sigh*

i seriously doubt yr12 is the worst part of life like all the grownups are saying.. seriously doubt it

okai anyway...camwhore time!!! im really extremely bored =D
and i guess i might aswell do a little..mini diary while im studying so i can look back to this in the future and go..YEA THIS IS PROOF THAT I STUDIED..

sort of yawning...


do not like hbio...


haha ranting as usual~ hmmz i looks weird in this foto


*rubs eyesss* HAHA LOL AZN EYES..



blanket for extra comfort when im "studying"!! =D
no innuendos. -.-

i just finished doing the Q&A for Genetics as part of my hbio revision bundle =D, so i can bring them to the library and test myself after i've done the reading!! im so smart >=D
i hope this study plan works~~ anyhow up to tuesday, the plan is to:

practise violin twice a day, 40mins~1hr each session, one before dinner one after dinner, before 8pm.
study from 10pm~12am (IF I DONT GET DISTRACTED..WHICH IS PRETTY RARE..)

and maybe i will replace the violin practise times with study after im done with the tees =)
oh, and i might go to the library to un-distract myself too! =D

hmmz

to those from msia thats reading..

is being an english speaking emo in msia in fashion?

just so you know:

is tryhard

btw im hungryyy i want to eattt

icecreamm :(

OMFG HASNT HAD ICECREAM IN MONTHS

THE THOUGHT OF IT KILLSSSS

ya i kno random

also you peoples should listen to

muse - the uprising

good song..oh and kim shall be cosplaying as the gay fag from agito next year

yesss look forward to kim the gay fagg

boredom and icecream

im bored

and then i went to take a look at some of my msian friends' blogs..

anyway i why are some guys so sissy? why am i so much more manlier than some guys? its kinda disturbing. no, its not because im a transvestite, or a hermaphrodite..stfu calvin

theres a 31st in july so i mustt mustt grab some icecream from BR on that day =)

right larry? ^o^

im obsessed with that bread..but im too lazy to flip the pic =/

oh and

LOL

nuff said

chain mails and exams. OMFG!!

right

so mr-i-am-so-bored-i-need-to-read-kims-blogposts requested i post something random about chain mails..

so here i am..uh.. writing stuff.

im pretty stoned right now from studying...YES I DO STUDY..so yeah dont mind the boringness pls.

so chain mails.

i keep getting them from JAMES WONG and LUVENA TAN (see the connection?), like wtf i even replied to them quite a few times..telling them to piss off

but that doesnt matter now since they can read this

i cant remember exactly how many times i've been warned that i would DIE.. or get CANCER.. or get MURDERED..w/e im still alive and well now so that would mean I PAWNT THE CHAIN MAILSSS WOOO!! anyway...

so what do i have to say about chain mails...thats about it actually

since im high ill write more

hmm im stoned and high at the same time..how does that work? there u go bored peoples, have fun thinking about that.

on a happier note, i am done with 1/8 of my exams.yes. im very happy. happy.

esl oral was fcked, and YOU, PERVERTED CHILD OVER THERE, STOP THINKING ABOUT SEXUAL THINGS...

anyway about the ORALS..it was totally random, wtf? the questions get pretty damn personal at some stage and i sort of thought if i should lie and make this big drama out of my life and take up the whole 5 mins of the talk. now that would be pretty damn awesome actually. due to my fobness, i did stumble on quite a few words.. nvm screw pronounciation. I AM FOB.

so whos looking forward to 3a/esl tmr? because i am. listening to gay people talking about "important" issues will be pretty darn fun IMO.

oh and hbio. they better have some homo erectus in there cos i love that term...

oh myyy...

OMG havent updated for so long~~ it looks so blank T.T

anyway...

cant wait to read this book:

bloody twihards >.>

hot guy

omg i saw a hot guy in the bus today

ok just in case i say i never saw a hot guy in perth i can refer to this post.

he was perfect like omggg cept he was wearing glasses so his eyes might've been ugly

PROM (ball)

i call it prom because ball reminds me of bball..

or anything that has to do with a ball. so dont complain stupid lins

yesterday was the prom!! finally the day came after hours and hours? of preparing and making sure everything is alright. 

the night lasted pretty short actually.. in my opinion. well if the prom was any longer it might become boring so i guess it was alright.

it started off with meeting at eliza's place at 5:30, and yes i was on time - i tried to be around 10 mins early but it took me a long time to find some last minute things like bobby pins to clip up random strands of hair. and i kept forgetting what i had to take along even though it was only a change of clothes, phone and camera ^^"

so i reached there before the hummers (strange because it was infront of my car when i was on the way there) which is pretty good.. :P

everyone took some group pics, actually A LOT of group pics.. shit, my eyes were drying out because i had to open it for like 1 minute and my contacts was heaps drying out. but i survived anyway. although i dont look very appealing in most of the group pics :P

everyone looked REALLY different, i am not exaggerating but when makeup was put on me i couldn't recognize myself. so it applied to other people aswell and it took me awhile to get used to some of the new looks people (especially the girls) had. everyone looked really good though :)

the hummer was COOL and there was 2 screens inside the car that shows MVs of the songs that were playing. you could also adjust the colour and pattern of the ceiling and floor, also the colour of the lasers. i rather have a black hummer but i got used to the redness of the hummer we have anyway haha. the drivers were reallly nice too~ although its their job but very nice :)

heres a pic:

(ceiling)

(drinks, sweets, etc.)

it was a bad day (rainy) and when we reached kings park it was still a bit drizzly but we managed to keep our hair in shape i think, somehow. and again we took some more group pictures. not so fancy because of the crappy weather but its not like i fancy kings park anyway.

we were just on time (but sort of early compared to other groups that came later) to reach hyatt, and when we got out of the car ANOTHER set of group picture is taken. there i first saw DOPSON and yes i screamed out his name because he looked funny as usual.. which echoed .. quite nicely :P

we went in and we found moreee teachers (those i know which included mrs. SPENCER-GREEVE and dropo (Mr. A. Doropolous according to DOPSON) ) infront of an elephant fountain thing which yu lin found very attractive. there was a long wait (for what i dont know) then we finally got let in to our tabless!! and sat down ~

pics of the venue, and the table:

(venue)

(my name :D )

(there were lots of little pretty stars on the table yayyy i love stars)

the starter/appetizer? was some wannabe thin meat thing thats asianized which did not taste very good. the meat was alright but the vegies just ruined it..

heres a pic:

(non vegetarian)

(vegetarian)

after the starter everyone just started dancing.. and yeah it was alright. 

unlike emily, tiff? and lots more who DID NOT DANCE such wusses. you're like basically paying $90 for the seat and the food and thats it. the portion that pays for the equipment and DJ is gone to waste because you didn't use it stupid asses. i can not imagine how boring it must've been =.= (and the food wasn't that good either). phototaking sessions also started then, but we went later so everyone would be done with most of their pictures and we won't need to wait for such a long time (smart.)

phototaking was ok ~ i was in a lot of fotos though. what was weird is that nadia wanted to join the guy azn group and yea ended up posing "seductively" on the couch for the photo. *err.*

after that me + yulin + luvena + mary went to get dopson to take a pic with us i thinks.. but it ended up him taking the fotos for us instead lol. i did not realise dopson was so camera shy :P he was pretty cool that day though :D

here are more foods:

(main course, non-vegetarian - beef i think with ham slice on top and potato on bottom.)

(main course, vegetarian - risotto?)

(dessert)

that was about it for the night actually. alvin Yu was CREEPY because he acted like some kind of pervert. i dont know if hes a pervert but boy he sure makes a creepy one. frekkin tries to grind with my bitches. omg. i hope one day he gets sandwhiched and grinded by TWO GAY MEN >:(

after that was afterparty! there was nothing special about afterparty.

crickets are fascinating.

what would happen if you splash a 2~3mol of HCl onto a cricket?

well, i was about to find out today *not that i did anyway*

so i was just sulking in kendrick's class as usual, being "involved" in labs - her favourite activity in chem. the gas tubes were cool - because i had a big urge to break it and release this gas into the air, hopefully killing a few people off (including kendrick and phillip, because phillip is a fag for getting top mark (i think) in hbio, and apparently applic, and well kendrick..we all know why.)

so when i was staring at the gas tubes (resisting the temptation to break it) i reached out for the window and ARGH!! there is a cricket right beside my hand. immediately, i pulled back and hid behind mary (natural reaction) to shield myself from this dangerous, dangerous cricket.

it was a reddish cricket.

VERY dangerous.

the red colour probably indicates that it is a blood sucking cricket that can jump ~5m from its original spot, so im not taking any chances o.o

anyway mary mentioned that .. wouldn't it be cool if we could manage to get a few drops of HCl onto the cricket, and observe its suffering.

it would be cool right?

would it melt? would it bounce around in pain and jump into the flame of the bunsen burner to kill itself, minimizing its suffering?

well too bad, we didn't get to do it =/

its tempting, but luvena (nerd) kept repeating "animal cruelty..animal cruelty" beside us which put us off. and its an INSECT, not an animal? i think.

anyway this would make a good experiment one day.

highlight of the day!

yulin spotted some birds having a little fun, screwing each other up on a tree, in broad daylight

at least they had more fun than us

anyway it was disturbing..just wings..flapping..and yes..

the bird ontop obviously having the time of its life

shit its disturbing

what the crap

omg i suck so much at music lit

what is secullar and madrigal omg

and whats a mass and motet..wtf wtf wtf

i think im gonna fail in music tmr lolol

yay

but hbio should be ok :0

mm, we all love genetics ^^ so easyyy

jap sucked as usual today ^^ OMG so many kanji, i dont think we need that many.. even just for the reading section

eww i got jap tmr

and chem

ewwwwwww

AND APPLIC..EWWWW

anyway gl everyone for hbio tmr and gl to myself for music :)

sry guys cant think of anything creative to writeee zzz

tired tired tired

weee it was hui's bday yesterdayy~~

no i was not drunk

i was definitely ONLY tipsy

people like lins obviously wouldn't knowww

how would i win mario kart if i was drunk harh!!!?

and yay i beat someone .. i forgot who in some workout thingo

mm yea im so TANK ~!!

shit my abs hurt now

ouchhhhhhhhhhh arghhhhh

oh and it feels so nice being tipsy though

its like im really happy and i feel like i can fly yes

and im very approachable when im tipsy

i wonder what im like when im drunk ^^

so yea when you want to talk to kim give her a bottle of alchohol and she will listen to your problems without making any sarcastic remarks D:

(too lazy to think when tipsy)

yay i love short updates, so easy to write.

sob

i didnt do too well in the chem test :(

SOB. 

:( :( maybe i need some form of tutoringg ><...

emilys "birthday!!"

yesterday (technically) was a pretty damn good day actually.

it was emilys bday!! hoorah!! shes finally 4 and 1/4 years old!

i was at emilys house with alot of others.. which was mostly composed of girls..

only guys there were her geeky friend, ling (who left KIND OF early), larry and chris.

and of course, we ALL agreed that she should stop being shy or iunno.. and talk to more guys. seriously.. shes so antisocial...

i was hyper and retarded the whole night, yes i know because i was thinking retarded as well. i dont think i will ever want to know what the hell i was thinking being retarded all over the place like that... but thats good right? i made the "party" MORE exciting! and i dont really care i got recorded either, so pfft to everyone who thinks im not happy about it ==" (it must have been the instant coffee emily gave me.. and im still wide awake right now, and its 1AM. thanks emily.)

emilys moms cooking was good as usual, although i would've enjoyed some proper food..ah whatever, i LOVE potatoes, no worries there. also, chicken salt, and tomato sauce. mm, mmm..

so what do i remember that happened? well emily the idiot decided to make everyone leave the room while me + larry was singing.. to see if we would hit home base? wtf? in emilys room? no way...not sexy enough :D JOKESS!! its normal anyway.. whoever that thinks i like larry or whatever should go burn their heads, throw themselves into a waterfall.. whatever that will make them 'wake up', and realise i only go for hot guys and money :) which is PARTLY true.. mm, $$!!

it was enjoyable competing with larry in singstar though, if you ever need proof that im better than larry at singing, just refer to the OWNAGE and my 20+ songs STREAK in winning him, whether or not i know the song. IM DAMN AWESOME RIGHT!! the only thing i lost to him is pool...but thats an exception because i rarely even go near a pool table hmph!!

i think that we all should spend more time together..its so much fun..

but year 12 is in the way.

悲しい~~ :(

this might sound really cliche, but.. to think that when we have to enter uni, we have to all go seperate ways..is kinda sad..

the friendships weren't too long but it was fun~ 

im starting to agree with chris that upperschool was too short, we only have about 20+ weeks left! 

and within that 20 weeks, or less, i would have to choose what path i want to take..and i dont have a single clue.

yea, i know i sound like an old fart.

3 tests in a row..

ok, not really..

i dont count in-classes as tests haha :P

anyway chem was relatively easy? i think.

i probably wouldve done better if i actually brought back my book to study..

like how i did with hbio!

i cant believe all my studying gone to waste :( all the PKU, duchenne and etc.. the disorders

i guess its worth it since i was pretty sure of my answers.. its a nice feeling, although most of the time when i feel good about my answers in exams/tests, they turn out wrong, i would get about 60% if im lucky. haha..=="

i wonder how applic would turn out tomorrow~

みんな がんばって！！

life really is shit.

so i had to construct a "timetable" today because my dad was "unsatisfied with the amount of work im doing".

so i drew up a table on excel.. (old people never notice unless it is printed, or written on paper. CLEARLY) which basically included 3 hours of work, and 2 hours of "playtime" (do whatever i want - which he interprets as a "bad thing"). 

so i showed him, reluctantly, this nerdy timetable that pretty much said to me "FCK YEAR 12, GO BECOME A HOBO!" he looked at it, got a pen, and crossed out one of my "playtimes" in each column and gave me shit about how im "not doing enough study". SIF! if i only had 1 hour of playtime to myself per day, i think i would go cut myself and die off eventually. seriously. 

then he went on and complained about how im "relaxing too much lately", (ahh, yes, my GH skills has went down to the level of "noob" and no man, i've been playing 6 hours per day.) and how he came back and the first thing he saw was me on the mighty drums, drumming away like a professional drum player.. and thats nonsense right? first thing he saw was probably the garage door. 

after all the bitching about my "attitude", (dear me, lately i've REALLY been trying hard not to tell him to fck off now.. which is basically everytime i see him in the day. ) im serious, everytime i see him, "im disappointed" is written all over his face. i really DONT NEED this shit when i already have enough SHIT to deal with in school, considering i have kendricks, smith and more.

ok after all the bitching.. he continued to lecture me about the peak of his disappointment.. yadidadida~~ bla bla. which doesnt really affect me anymore BECAUSE I DONT GIVE A SHIT NOW.

yea im pissed..

and nowww hes sitting at the dining table and staring me down. and i continue to ignore him.

nice family eh? ^^

mmm...

so its now week3 of school and i still dont know if i want to quit music,

i havent succeded in getting out of kendricks class yet,

im still stuck with mr clark in applic (although applic is still do-able with self study),

and im still bored shitless in esl.

although im not really complaining about being bored in esl.. theres still plenty of things about my timetable that makes me pissed.

mainly kendricks..

im sure you all have seen me rant about her AT LEAST ONCE, so i guess i wont have to do any here for you to get an idea of her shitiness. :P

since im being pissy and bored again i went to the ratemyteacher site..

hatch actually got 3.5!!! pretty wow for a teacher that everyone supposedly hates (i dont hate her anymore)

heres the comments i found for kendricks:

" Kendrick is one of those cases we can use to argue that the Education system is failing us. worse than the book (report)"

"  get a tutor or fail if you're in her class. Her former pupils did well thanks to the $$ spent on Chem tutoring. Shouldn't be teaching upper levels or lower levels. Kills the interest in Sc"

statistics:

# of Ratings 
13 
Average Easiness: 
1.5 
Average Helpfulness: 
1.5 
Average Clarity: 
1.4 
Popularity Total: 
0

i wonder if she ever read this site, and if she knows if shes THAT fail. =.=

also, i searched up clark but nothing turns up haha. that proabably means hes neutral and no one bothers to write about him then.

for cassidy:

"  Mrs Cassidy is the worst japanese teacher ever "

LOL. maybe, maybe not. but when she was PMSing today she really was bad.. getting angry at me for not being able to read "eki" *sob*, and i also dont really use the booklets she gives.. maybe ill start now so i can save myself.

i also tried to search for smith (hbio), but she didn't turn up either. while looking for smith i saw sadlers name.. what is he doing there. did he teach willo before? anyway i also saw sirkos name and he had an overall rating of 4.3 haha :P

although i heard whitely left the school, heres a comment that i think is totally true lol:

"  BEST TEACHER EVA!!!!~~~ no offence, but the jokes are pretty lame... but u can learn heaps off him in a lesson and [b]actually remember it.[/b]"

anyway i forgot what i originally want to write ..

we had outspan meeting yesterday and chris + luvena got voted as the "FACES OF OUTSPAN" LOLOL!! chris says he doesnt feel good about it "because he has an ugly face" :P :P AND I THINK ITS TRUE !!! jkjk.

nothing to say about luvena getting voted, only about [s]yulin[/s] YU MING going ballistic ..but why? you can think about it yourself.

also, i had a short talk with sherilyn on msn and she said some of us are bias when it comes to inviting people to events. (which affected her vote for outspan). personally, i think thats one of the stupidest things i EVER heard in my entire life. and obviously shows that she never organized any type of event before, public or private. most of us organize our events privately because its OUR event, no? and isnt it to keep the crowd happy?

for example, if you're okay with person A, but no one likes him/her. are you going to person A to this awesome event of yours? you have the authority but is it the best thing to do? im sure everyone has got a person they hate/dislike in their life and im also sure that its unpleasant to have them around you. then you give the evils, be sarcastic to them, bitch about them behind their back (the list goes on ..)..     

so how does this relate to whatever im trying to say? 

well, say for example if you really did invite person A, its a given that the "crowd" wouldn't be happy. on top of that, even if not much bitching, sarcasm, eviling is going on, the person would probably feel uncomfortable (but some people are too thickheaded. we all know who they are.)

so, is it a wise choice to invite person A? what good is it going to do, if the "crowd" does not like person A, and person A feels uncomfortable? the logical descision would be to not invite person A, right? and invite people to the event privately, making sure person A does not hear about the event. not only they will be able to keep living in their little personal happy world, you also get to have a hassle-free, simple event. 

i know everyone has a different opinion about this issue and yea feel free to drop a comment in the cbox? dont try to put up an arguement though, you won't change my mind.

thurssdayyyy

so today me + mary were enjoying stepping on larrys shoes again ^^ theyre so flat now its so ugly!! which makes me sooo happy ^^ happi happi. 

got told off by bui tho =.= that was frekkin random.. sherilyn ur so lame.. and i swear if u do that again im gonna push u into the wall. and hurt u. =.=. not funny when its so bloody hot and im already dying and melting..

eating the caramel slice made me so high~~ i stomped on larrys foot 3 times i thinkk and hurt him so bad hohoho *feels proud* 

it was funny when gideon ate the caramel slice and his eyes went O_O because it was too sweet ahahah~~ and mary so noob cannot stand the sweeet~

after school me + mary + larry + chris (we spotted them and tagged along for a little while haha) went to thingzzz (i was reluctant to go inside...its so pink and red now!!) and chriss was doing some shopping, yes shoppinggg for waht? hint: saturday

anywayy hes so fusssyy theres so manyy roses at the door (and they were real i think..) he shouldve just bought 1 or 2 and that would be good enuf wouldnt itt.. roses are soft and nice ^^ and red!!

lab test today was shittt~~ and from today i made an INFERENCE.. and that is ~~ mrs. smith is a *****!! i was just asking questionss about the lab but NOOO she must answer me in a bitchy+annoyed way~~ what kind of teacher is that =.= teachers are supposed to support questions from students because questions make people smarter sort of. anyway it must be cos of the other half of our class which is the stupid half and they answer+ask stupid questions like 'what is a diameter' and they answer 'the centre of a circle' WTF. sooo stupid stupid stupid.

larry is gay

preball dressup thing =]

so since prom is close (YES LINS I TYPE PROM AND SAY PROM =.=) maybe i should start thinking if i should go to the preball dressup thing and what i should go as!! 

most of the azns are probably going to cosplay (they already have ideas like cloth-bleach and narutard) but isnt that like a lassst resort kind of idea? i mean.. i saw this lowerschool girl wearing a narutard headband last year (EWW.) and that was so..iunno.. disgusting/disturbing/gross/weird? of all things, she chose NARUTARD.. and to wear it IN SCHOOL. cmon, she makes herself look like one of those hardcore otakus (its not a good thing) and she doesn't look too good in the headband either.

and why does it have to be well-known animes? (which are USUALLY crap.) it wouldn't matter as long as the group looks good. and to be honest, i dont think anyone would look good in the bleach or narutard idea (from our school that is). since noone would be fully serious about this (like professional cosplayers), of course one would probably fail in getting materials/costumes somehow and look like a noob in the end. also perth isn't really the best place to get cosplay materials..

anyway if im cosplaying i'd probably go as Vk cos thats soooo easy =] just get a uniform lol. and a wig maybe. or maybe try to come up with something original.. but thats pretty..impossible because i don't even have an idea for my leavers jumper at the moment..

also i drew a pic last night out of boredom.. if anyone cosplays that to my satisfication (i have high standards) then u receive a prize of $100.

will upload the pic when im bothered installing the scanner ^^

there we go..

http://i123.photobucket.com/albums/o309/iPhets92/hmm.jpg

copy and paste to use the link.

boredom~

so a few days have passed since the start of school~

and yea i got used to mr clarks shit teaching. if its intro i should be able to ask my bro + do more exercises.. and save myself. its not part of my top4 (unlike chem with kendricks) so im not too worried? i guess. unless i somehow fail chem very badly (i can feel it coming)

also i think i might keep music because it could actually be a very useful backup =] !

and its a fun class~ i never really had a class with tiff before? i thinks.. it would be nice if muhu was not in there.. LOL jk .. but yea hes so annoying sometimes -_- not as annoying as mary describes larry in physics though. (and i enjoy dissing his noob music skills and having him as a nooberyism partner aswell HOHOHO)

i just need an average teacher that can keep me on track, and then ill practise.. *cough*. also i'll need to learn all the theory back and it should be enough to keep me around 70%, i hope.

hbio is BORING as usual (sigh i really miss mr young *sob* )~ we're still learning scientific method!! even after a week -_-.  me, naomi, alice, caitlin, jason, larry, ling, and james is BORED AS FCK in class .. but i had fun making AWESOME slides!! one with no air bubbles, and clear see-able cells. how awesome is that!! 

also im starting to get used to esl.. maybe im degrading at an exponential rate... no its not a good thing. the idea of brainstorming before an essay is bothering me too. since we didn't have ANY time at all in 2a/2b to do any of that sort, the planning is all naturally done in the head now.. but in esl, i'll lose a mark if i dont include some sort of summary + brainstorm! thats really..really gay.

and yeah i dont have anything else to write for now..

ooh and im looking forward to getting emily a dress (with lotttsss of other people) tomorrow! i hope ill remember my cam and the pics will be up on fb and here too ^^

look forward to the update!! (if im bothered writing one)

first day of school =.=

omg today was soooo bad

first i have APPLIC for tutor group omg so shit.. and guess what WE HAVE SEATING PLANS -.- omg WHAT ARE WE WE'RE NOT YR 8S ANYMORE stupid teacher

and omg lots of randomly annoying people in my class too

including josh

i think he didnt follow the seating plan cos hes a stooge .. GOOD COS I HATE PUTTING UP WITH A LITTLE ... LIKE HIM (remembers bad experience in english)

i dont care if hes autistic but at least get his own ideas SINCE HE THINKS HES SO SMART ANYWAY rather than use my ideas and sigh omg..

anyway back on topic -.-

so recess was good as usual cos i got to call marys hair 'pubic hair' yes, its really unruly like pubic hair too~ but it was realllly hot so i didn't feel like doing much.. really bad.. and added to my sleepyness too (only had like 2-3 hours sleep because the night before was too hot even with my fan on full blast)

after recess i had ms cassidy for jap =.=

i dont need to write anything =.= we all know how bad she is at teaching

cant willo at least GET A PROPER JAP TEACHER OMG!!!! she doesn't even know her own kanji!!! i should challenge her to a kanji showdown or something >_> and how are we supposed to learn kanji and get used to reading it if she write hiragana for everything?? thats just really bad teaching and i bet we're going to be really unprepared for TEEs this year .. except cathy chris and tailing -.-

sigh after being bored the shit outta being in jap (cassidy was so boring) i went to hbio.. AND GOT BORED EVEN MORE

cant we just start on the first chapter

with mr young last year we didnt even touch scientific method in our books or even studied it and we were all fine

at least if we start on the first chapter now maybe we can get a head start~~ sighh~~!!

well i guess maybe shes a good teacher for yr 12, since i have the motivation to do homeworks and stuff.. maybe it'll help keep track with my 'learning'

lunch was really crappily hot

then i went esl

have cathy and shev with me.. pretty ok

but so boring

i was reading at NORMAL SPEED and shev was like 'omg u show off!!' and im like WHAT ?? this is slow

and i read the syllabus

its so easy i dont know what to say

how am i supposed to write about my family

-_-

THIS YEAR IS SO CRAP ARGH!!

"fun day out" XD

o noes i havent updated =/

ok~ 2 days ago (on friday) i organized this funnnn day outt which included iceskating, ktv and yes..fun =]

no pics cos i forgot to bring cam

i didnt know how to skate so i fell quite a few times -_- but yes i finally got the hang of it..but still fell once more becos stupid naomi want me to pull her and i went too fast and boom :(

so yes iice skating not too bad but raymond was being nooob and screamed everytime he was on the ice i think.. didnt pay too much attention to him and dodged him so i dont kill us both by skating into him =/ so yes im going to invite raymond to laugh at him more next time..

soo after that we went ktv and yes we bumped into janelle .. so err we went ktv with janelle.. and yes we sang alot even though im already sick of ktv - yes im never going ktv ever again.. soooo sick of it

yea now is very hot so i have no motivation to write.. look forward to tomorrows upate -_- first day of school...

new ps3 game~~!

today my bro mysteriously went out~~ and came back with a box that looked like this!!

so i was on the com as usual chatting i thinks? and i glanced over and saw him carrying this big box and was like 'wth' but when i looked properly..OMGG~~ he actually got it!!

so this big box of stuff was $260 with discount from his friend who works at myers <3>

the guitar is easy to play but the drums gets on my nerves sometimes because afterall its nothing like a real drumset (even if its the electric ones) and sometimes it doesnt sense the hitting and make me miss my combo T.T 

i haven't tried the mic yet but it probably will be like singstar or something.. so nothing interesting about that. also when we stop being broke again maybe we'll get an extra guitar so we'll have the whole band~!!

overall this stuff is pretty good~ but i wouldn't mind paying a lllliiiittttlleee bit more for a better quality 'drumset', the one that came in the box is kind of dodgy and.. i hit my drums pretty hard so it feels like its breaking when im playing it but meh.

rating: 7.5/10

could improve with the lameeeeee graphics and of course the 'drumset' quality

but yes it is a good buy

haha if anyone wants pictures i guess u can leave a message on cbox and if im not lazy tmr ill snap a few pics?

holidays..boring

so its nearing the end of the holidays and i was thinking.. at the end of yr 12, what would i want to be? i'll have to think it through now because we have to apply for unis before school ends but.. i seriously have no idea. no idea AT ALL. 

i cant think of anything that would keep me interested for a prolonged period of time.. let alone for the rest of my life :(

i dont want to lead a BORING..NORMAL life like everyone else but.. i also lack the motivation to make a difference to my life -.-; because im so lazy.

so whats everyone else planning for the future?

crap what a boring post -.-.

also im thinking if i should change music -> discreet or music -> phys again .. music would be easy but its not like i can cope right now with the class and its not like i can get back all the skills i had in less than 3 weeks before school starts =/

my phys actually improved during the last two semesters last year.. maybe i was getting used to dopson? getting used to the workload? so maybe i could do it this year because i will START studying.. so yes that would make a big difference..

or maybe i should take discreet because my maths basics are SCREWED and basically out of the window (thanks to not listening during lowerschool + yr 11) so i'll need to relearn all that.. and discreet could pull up my TER if i get this hardcore 90%+ average or something so hopefully i wont get scaled down.

ahh decisions, decisions..

oh and heres your 4 energizer batteries lins, in pristine condition and perfectly packed in a plastic package :)

OH IM SO NICE..

Malaysia trip summary - extras

so i missed out some extras on purpose so i can write it here..basically its the funny/interesting stuff that happened while i was in malaysia/singapore..most of it in genting though =/ nothings fun without mary:( and lins.. *COUGH*..

in the midst of looking through my notes in my fone.. yes i write notes =.=..

i realised i forgot to return lins calculator batteries from like sem 2 exams last year LOL~!! yes lins ill try to remember this time..

k so i was in singapore.. and since there were no hot guys (i just assumed) i set out looking for hot chicks to uh..admire? instead :P 

so there was a few, but crappp they were all covered in makeup.. not just makeup but CAKED IN MAKEUP OMFG..and i dont count that as hot so lets just say they were A LITTLE BETTER than average..

so that meant during my day trip in sing there were no hot girls/guys =/ kinda sucks.. i wonder how people live in singapore =/ but then how do i live in perth anyway? 

but there was one cute guy *_* who was working at haagen dazs omfg~~!! what a great combination.. i was just oogling at the icecream and i looked up and OMFG~~~ so cute XD he had this really dodgy but cheesy cute smile on aswell.. such fanservice but i didn't want to waste my money yet so i didn't get any icecream :(

so when i was out at night with my parents to see the 'christmas lights' (it was ok, apparently because of the economic crisis it wasn't too great this year)..on our way back we walked past this dodgy shop called 'condom house'.. ok if THAT didn't sound dodgy enough.. it was dark and without my glasses i could see some pink and purply stuff..ok lets not get into detail here.

so dad was like 'wtf???' and i thought it would be a fun time to torment him so i pretended to not know what a condom was (sort of) and i was like 'heyy whys there a shop specialised in selling CONDOMS???' 'whats so special about CONDOMS???' and stuff like that.. and he just responded with '..i dont know haha..' 'no i really dont know :)' and just edged away LOL.. yeap funny momentt.. so i guess he looked sorta creeped out aswell (like i did when i was walking past that shop) so i stopped pestering him ^^ oh im so kind~~

since i was in sing anyway that day i decided to see if i could reach naomi/emily but according to lins emilys number didn't work and so did naomis so i didn't get to meetup with them. what losers.

after the sing trip we went to genting right?

i met up with my aunty (i have lots but yes..) who has the genting card thing so i could cut the line for the cable cars and not have to pay money - yes she has lots of points from all the gambling she does there =/

so when i was cutting the line ^^ and smirking at all the people who are lining up there was this hotttttttttt SMOKING HOT GUY who opened the gate for us .. i didn't look properly because i was busy smirking T.T but now i think about it he looked abit like that edison chen dude from hk.. but still hot eh.. its obviously not the same guy so ^^ ~~ but he was kinda short.. just about as tall as me hehe.. but STILL HOT..

so yes..it took me BLOODY 1 HOUR TO FIND MARY yes what a waste of 1 hr .. because when she txted me she said she was at theme park hotel so i waited there but instead she was at first world.. so i walked there (grr) and because of the amount of people wanting to check in her damn check in took AGES.. anyway i pulled some tricks and got her out of that freggin check in process so I didn't have to wait for her and waste MY time away..

she was hungry so i took her to get something and she got 'yellow river bun'..yes sounds nice but its just butter. we were in the line to pay for it and suddenly this clown dude asks if he can cut the line in front of us and being the usual selfish me i said 'nooo' .. this was in chinese by the way.. he was being a sadass so when he walked past me he pokedd me HARDD and said '我看着你啊！！' in this really flirty/freakish/gay way that sort of creeped me out.. i was only creeped out but mary looked like she just saw a ghost..lol. he looked sort of cute in a really gay way but since he poked me so hard he aint cute anymore =.=..and i couldn't tell much because he was in a clown suit thing and had mass makeup on..

ok so while looking/waiting for lins we went to ride the ship thing that goes up and down..yes that. it reminded us of DOPSON so while we were on the ride (it was better than adventure world btw) we did a dopson. multiple times. yep it was fun ^^.. this guy who sat infront of me looked back and when he saw us he had this 'wtf?' face on..haha good times..

so after that ride we went for the kiddy rides (the elephant one) and while waiting we looked up..and we saw this couple looking people..omg..i looked closely and IT WAS ACTUALLY 2 GIRLS... 1 was massively butched (she was not buff or anything.. lets just say she was big >_>) and 1 looked normal.. anyway how did i know they were a couple? k..the butch one had her arms around the other girl..yes..and that was when my gaydar broke..and broke..again and again.. and never to be repaired ..

aish so after we met lins we had lots of fun ;) yes fun.. and we saw this hot clown dude!! it was NOT the same gay one =.= although we saw him aswell.. *shudder* this one was definitely hot.. and he was playing with the kids aswell ~!! aww so cute >< 

after we were done with all the rides (not all but mary and lins were being wuss so we didn't go on the 2nd rollercoaster) we went out and into the indoor themepark on the way to meetup with our parents..and we walked past these group of people and there was this hot guy among them o_O he looked cool smoking but i was dying in that puff of smoke that was following them so i just quickly walked away..

yepp and then we took lots of neoprint things there ^^ thats about it for genting.

nothing much happened after genting..so ill fast forward to the christmas party i attended on the 25th..

because my family was late we didn't have many choices with seats so i let mom pick the seats..while i was getting food off the buffet. and omg how bad can the seats get? the ones she picked i mean. we were with these group of sadasses that laughed at NOTHINGNESS (mom said they were just having fun and i shouldn't hate them for that but WTF) .. i really hate people (especially female) that laughed at nothingness. seriously are they THAT desperate for attention? not to mention i couldnt stop staring at their layers of fat too. and some of them were dressed hella slutty..like their skirts were 1cm from their downstairs.. and they were frekkin ugly. and because they laughed so much AND REALLY LOUD they drew lots of attention to the table i was sitting at..boy i haven't been so indirectly embarrased before.. there were no hot guys there so i was shit bored all night ..no hot chicks too..omg

so basically in this whole trip.. i only saw about 5 hot chicks/guys.. how sad is that? =.=

i have no pics of the people (obviously) or of what happened because im NOT a stalker. mary insisted that i should've took a pic of the hot guy at the cable cars station but umm.. im seriously not a stalker like you mary..