holidays..boring

so its nearing the end of the holidays and i was thinking.. at the end of yr 12, what would i want to be? i'll have to think it through now because we have to apply for unis before school ends but.. i seriously have no idea. no idea AT ALL. 

i cant think of anything that would keep me interested for a prolonged period of time.. let alone for the rest of my life :(

i dont want to lead a BORING..NORMAL life like everyone else but.. i also lack the motivation to make a difference to my life -.-; because im so lazy.

so whats everyone else planning for the future?

crap what a boring post -.-.

also im thinking if i should change music -> discreet or music -> phys again .. music would be easy but its not like i can cope right now with the class and its not like i can get back all the skills i had in less than 3 weeks before school starts =/

my phys actually improved during the last two semesters last year.. maybe i was getting used to dopson? getting used to the workload? so maybe i could do it this year because i will START studying.. so yes that would make a big difference..

or maybe i should take discreet because my maths basics are SCREWED and basically out of the window (thanks to not listening during lowerschool + yr 11) so i'll need to relearn all that.. and discreet could pull up my TER if i get this hardcore 90%+ average or something so hopefully i wont get scaled down.

ahh decisions, decisions..

oh and heres your 4 energizer batteries lins, in pristine condition and perfectly packed in a plastic package :)

OH IM SO NICE..